{"id":32,"date":"2008-12-18T16:33:00","date_gmt":"2008-12-18T22:33:00","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/msdomesticdarling.com\/blog\/2008\/12\/sigh\/"},"modified":"2008-12-18T16:33:00","modified_gmt":"2008-12-18T22:33:00","slug":"sigh","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/msdomesticdarling.com\/blog\/2008\/12\/sigh\/","title":{"rendered":"[sigh]"},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m going home to an empty house for, what feels like, the millionth time&#8230;in reality it&#8217;s not, but I&#8217;ve noticed how much I hate my &#8220;alone&#8221; time right now. All I want to do is spend time with the one I love and all he wants to do is something else. We&#8217;re already on different schedules 3 out of the 5 work days each week. I&#8217;m clinging to every minute I get to spend with him and it feels like he doesn&#8217;t mind throwing the minutes away. I&#8217;m probably just being selfish and unfair, but I&#8217;ve waited 11 years to be able to spend time ALONE with him and now, even though he&#8217;ll say it isn&#8217;t the case, he&#8217;s never here&#8230;<\/p>\n<p>Guess it&#8217;s dinner for one again tonight&#8230;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I&#8217;m going home to an empty house for, what feels like, the millionth time&#8230;in reality it&#8217;s not, but I&#8217;ve noticed how much I hate my &#8220;alone&#8221; time right now. All I want to do is spend time with the one I love and all he wants to do is something else. We&#8217;re already on different [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"footnotes":""},"categories":[21,18,11],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-32","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-home","category-lonely","category-love"],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/msdomesticdarling.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/msdomesticdarling.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/msdomesticdarling.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/msdomesticdarling.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/msdomesticdarling.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=32"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/msdomesticdarling.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/32\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/msdomesticdarling.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=32"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/msdomesticdarling.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=32"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/msdomesticdarling.com\/blog\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=32"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}